Linkin Park - by_myslf

MYSELF!
MYSELF!

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give into sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch em red handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again, by myself

Myself!
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself
Myself!
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm Stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To everything watchign wverything spin
When thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they’ll
Take from me til everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch em I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer, by myself

Myself!
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself
Myself!
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself

I can't look around
It's too much to take in
I can't hold back
When I'm stretched so thin
I can't slow down
Watching everything spin
I can't look back
Starting over again

Don't you
Don't you
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Don't you

Know!
I can't tell you how to make it, Go!
No matter what I do, how hard I, Try!
I can’t seem to convince myself, Why!
I’m stuck on the outside
Don't you

Know!
I can't tell you how to make it, Go!
No matter what I do, how hard I, Try!
I can’t seem to convince myself, Why!
I’m stuck on the outside
Don't you

Know!
I can't tell you how to make it, Go!
No matter what I do, how hard I, Try!
I can’t seem to convince myself, Why!
I’m stuck on the outside
Don't you

Know!
I can't tell you how to make it, Go!
No matter what I do, how hard I, Try!
I can’t seem to convince myself, Why!
I’m stuck on the outside
Dont't you

Know!
I can't tell you how to make it, Go!
No matter what I do, how hard I, Try!
I can’t seem to convince myself, Why!
I’m stuck on the outside
Don't you

Know!
I can't tell you how to make it, Go!
No matter what I do, how hard I, Try!
I can’t seem to convince myself, Why!
I’m stuck on the outside